I keep saying that, involuntarily, out loud to myself.
After prison , that , included 640 days in segregation. I believe I started saying it in the hole .
Maybe I am telling myself to lose the attitude I have found .
“I have been corrected “ is another thing I say to tell myself why my attitude sucks .
You see , in prison you/I, learn / feel that , Two wrongs make a right .
Like the devil on one shoulder talking in your ear and the Saint on the other . To speak hurtful things that you don’t really believe is a form of social suicide , or a way to paraphrase, / emulate in a way , how F’ed up the world seems to me .
I’m gona get off this rock ,of , hate , confusion, dismay, denial , deception and sour grapes .
There is a better Rock to stand on .
