My ability to stay on task and even attempt to have my own .com is like reinventing the wheel every time I visit my own site, I put it down sometimes for long periods of time .

This is like a need to express my side (my past trauma and a family history of M I has kinda left me vulnerable)

There have been long time “friends” who simply say they can no longer associate with me as well, so called friends, who don’t say why ,without explanation, I’m alienated

So as therapy and imagining anyone cares,here I tell my side, along with maybe some useful information.